She would have said yes

I love and miss you so much, u have no idea.
I have always loved you like i have never before
I always will love you
Ill never forget you
I just wish you could of know
god i wish you could of know how god damn much i loved you
Im a stupid fool for never showing it
Its hard for me to show emotion, and im so sorry for that, im so god damn sorry
It breaks my heart so much
I would give anything to go to sleep and not wake up

I hope you have a good life, i rly do.. i the end as long as the person i love can be happy, i dont care to much about my own.

Im sorry about saying this but you havent destroyed us, i dont believe you have. I love you way to much. But im sure i have no hope, but its the only thing that keeps me sane

I just wish i could have been more confident, im a looser and everything bad i can think of.
I hate myself so much.
I blame myself so much
Im an idiot for not showing my love
But i had a plan for us, i just wish i could have shown you
Im sorry those breakups were just hurtfull to me
Im sorry thing didnt change like they should have, i didnt know you felt so much about them


God im sorry for everything, i just should have loved you and showed it.
Im not worthy to walk to planet

I would have done anything for you i would have married you

Im just so god damn sorry, im sorry for you and im sorry for me.



Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up
Please dont wake up