Ya so i know your leaving, i respected that you needed time with rachelle, and i was ok with it most the time. It was hard as hell to respect her time and space, cause if i could ide spend every minute with her for myself. But still...
A guy looses alot of respect when that much trust is thrown into the mix... and thats all im saying, guess its a good thing you wont have to face me for a long time, not a threat at all, just ive lost a bit of respect for you.
*Edit*
Man im stupid for letting him take the blame....
How can 1 person do all that with no help?
they cant
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
Sweet
So lately ive been starting to wounder about rachelle and joel a bit, because of her recent actions. Dong get me wrong, i trust her actions, i KNOW shes honest, i trust the hell out of that girl. Its her emotions i dont trust :P. BUT!....
Today i was lookin forward to seein her all day and i was ganna go over and work on her computer, and hook there family up with wireless internet. But, she was with Joel, like she had been for a good chunk of the day, and i couldnt come over cause that. So obviously i felt like shit and depressed cause that confirmed my thoughts
Then:
Rachelle being the sweetheart she realy is at heart, took joel home and came over to my house. Made me feel tons better bout everything! Then we went up to Kyra's surprise graduation party n played some voleyball n stuff, so it was all good. But Rachelle's parents wouldnt let me come over for whatever reason, so i just came home, guess ill go over n set everything up for em tomarrow. Dont rly understand why i couldnt come over, considering i was doing them a favor by giving them when of our old routers, and setting it all up for them, but whatevs, at least me and rachelle are good. (even though im a bit sour bout her party >.<)
Today i was lookin forward to seein her all day and i was ganna go over and work on her computer, and hook there family up with wireless internet. But, she was with Joel, like she had been for a good chunk of the day, and i couldnt come over cause that. So obviously i felt like shit and depressed cause that confirmed my thoughts
Then:
Rachelle being the sweetheart she realy is at heart, took joel home and came over to my house. Made me feel tons better bout everything! Then we went up to Kyra's surprise graduation party n played some voleyball n stuff, so it was all good. But Rachelle's parents wouldnt let me come over for whatever reason, so i just came home, guess ill go over n set everything up for em tomarrow. Dont rly understand why i couldnt come over, considering i was doing them a favor by giving them when of our old routers, and setting it all up for them, but whatevs, at least me and rachelle are good. (even though im a bit sour bout her party >.<)
Monday, May 12, 2008
Shitty
Its pretty shitty when you find out that after all, your not as important as you thought you were. Thats someone could give up what you had to pursue something else, just thought things were better than that. But i guess thats what i get, i mean this is real life after all, how could i expect anything else.
Well what a fucking shitty night i swear, makes me want to.... ough.
fuckity fuck fuck fuck
Im ganna go drown my sorrows in dreams.
Well what a fucking shitty night i swear, makes me want to.... ough.
fuckity fuck fuck fuck
Im ganna go drown my sorrows in dreams.
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