Alone

I don't want to be alone, i have felt alone my whole life.
I don't want to go back, that life was terrible.
I don't know how to face it. I don't to face my lonely life again, i was so happy to finally feel like i had someone who really cared about me. That feeling was so nice, so warm, so comfortable.

I'm just cold and alone now. I hate needing acceptance so bad, i wish i was someone who could be fine without the love. But sometimes i wounder if i try to be that person, and thats why i'm not such a great person. I guess its good to be loved, i guess that also makes it good to want to be loved.