Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Ended

So its all over, for good with me and her. One thing lasts in my head though. Some people spend an eternity searching for their soulmate, I found mine sitting next to me in American Government class, now i have to search the world over for someone close. I went into our last few weeks together knowing it wouldn't work out, i don't know if it was a mistake or not, but its making the heartbreak easier this time. I just couldnt see her wanting someone who could only give her love, she needs a guy who her family likes, a guy with religion, and a guy with money.

Stupid realist side of me, cant fucking learn to love what you got no matter what happens. Ruined our relationship and ruined the last of our time together, no wonder she doesnt want me.

But anyways, im not doing so bad this time, the worste is over plus she can relax knowing she isnt cheating on her husband-to-be